Frankenstein – Finally Finished!

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So. Here I am. A little over two months after I touted that I would be reading a book a month. One book, out of my comfort zone, during a one month period. 

All I can say is woops.

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But I finally finished and I’m here to bring you my opinions on Mary Shelley’s Frankenstein

I want to start by saying Dr. Frankenstein is one whiny little man. “Woe is me! I have created an ugly creature that is killing my loved ones, but it isn’t my fault. No no! It’s all him!”

Take some responsibility, Frank. Seriously. You created, in your words, “a wretch”, but he didn’t necessarily become evil until you abandoned him, forced him to survive this cruel world alone, and then declined to create the one thing that would make him happy — a companion. 

He just wanted a little attention! He was acting out in order for you to notice him! I’m not saying it’s right. But neither is abandoning a completed project. 

Putting aside Victor’s character flaws, Mary Shelley made me think about a lot of interesting topics. 

A simple one that comes to mind, and related to my earlier rant — taking responsibility for one’s actions. Frankenstein poured himself into his creation feverishly, and when the end result was a little bit displeasing tp the eyes, he kicks the poor wretch out on the streets! “Yeahhh…This is awkward. You definitely aren’t as pretty as I imagined, so like you’re definitely going to have to leave now. Bye.” 

I’m sorry that you didn’t make him in man’s image, Victor, but come on! You had to have known what he would look like. You created him and you alone. Did you think that by throwing life into the mix it would change his features?

Dumby.

Further more, by unleashing his creation on society untrained, the deaths of his loved ones can also be pinned on Frankenstein. 

I think to an extent, Frankenstein knows that, but instead of directing his anger at himself, he puts it all on the monster, vowing to follow him until he either kills the monster or himself.

And in his retelling of the story to Walton,  he constantly pities himself and the trials and tribulations he has undergone. 

The amount of tears Victor shed in this book probably created the Dead Sea. 

I don’t want to come off as callous. Losing that many of your loved ones so quickly would traumatize anyone. If it were me, I’d probably be locked up in a windowless room creating my own salty ocean. 

But the fact remains that Frankenstein shirked his responsibilities as a creator and then was angry with the result. Here, I wondered if Shelley is speaking to a religious comparison or to a more literal parental responsibility. Perhaps both.

I say the latter because I know Shelley suffered a great deal in her own personal life — multiple miscarriages, losing her own husband quite early, and then raising a son that didn’t live up to her grand expectations. Some of those personal and tragic experiences must have found their way into her characters, if not shaped the story completely.  

Getting back to the religious lens, God created Earth and the humans that inhabit it much like Victor created his wretch. (Sorry, buddy. You were never given a name so I’m forced to call you what everyone else did.)  

God did not teach wrong from right. He just let the people loose to create all of the havoc and chaos they desired, with the warning, “Don’t eat from that tree.” And then when God was unhappy with the outcome, He smote them in the various ways God smites people. (I never thought I would get the chance to use the word ‘smote’. Twice!)

Of course, I am generalizing and summarizing a thousand-page book. But how often do we find ourselves questioning events? I am not religious myself. More of an agnostic, if you have to put a label on it. But there are so many times I find myself, and hear others, asking God (or higher power) why? I lead a good life. I’m nice to people. So why am I burdened with this problem when others who are much worse than I live without this trouble? People often say God is trying to teach you a lesson in these instances. 

To me, it’s the same as punishing a child for breaking a rule they were never taught to follow in the first place.

Shelley also makes the reader question science. How far is too far? Frankenstein reanimated the dead. Is this too far? Shelley doesn’t state either way. In my opinion, I am not ready to condemn the experiment. If Frankenstein had taken responsibility for his creation and educated it properly, whose to say things wouldn’t have turned out differently?

One thing is for certain, Frankenstein’s creation was superior to the scientist himself. Not superficially, but mentally. He learned a few different languages in the span of a winter by observing a family through a window. He felt every emotion and was a much more eloquent and poignant speaker than Frankenstein. (He also didn’t burst into tears or fits of rage when he was trying to argue his point.) He could survive in extreme conditions, possessed the strength of ten men, and was extremely rational in his thought process. When you examine these facts, (and forget the whole mess with the murdering), the wretch is a success!

I had some very intense conversations with my boyfriend about Shelley’s themes. I’m not going to keep dissecting the book because most people read this back in high school and have already explored said themes. 

But this is the beauty in literature. It makes you question belief systems. It creates discussion and debate. 

This is why I set this goal for myself: of reading novels outside of my normal consumption. I wanted to get the gears moving again. I like questioning, arguing, and conversing. 

Yes it took me over two months to finish, but I did finish! 

I’m open to hearing other people’s opinions on Shelley’s themes, Frankenstein’s tears, or if you hate me for bringing up religion. Comment away, dear reader!

 

 

On a side note, I also read two of Cleo Coyle’s coffee house mystery books. I just can’t quit you, chic lit!

 

Wine + Snow + Netflix = bliss + blogging

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Today, Boston was blanketed once again in snow. This winter has been brutal. Super cold, or wicked in the vernacular sense, and so much frozen precipitation.

It’s, quite frankly, ridiculous.

I love the snow. Really. I do!

But, when you are training for a marathon it’s rather inconvenient. The sidewalks are treacherous at best, and the treadmill is doable, but it’s so very and completely boring.

I’m slowly conditioning myself to stomach the the mileage and minutes on a stationary platform with the help of Parks & Rec and Dexter (Netflix is amazing, seriously, if you couldn’t tell from the title of this entry). But no matter how many times Leslie Knope and Ben Wyatt get together at the world’s smallest park, it still can’t compete with the sheer satisfaction and beauty of running through the streets of Boston, moving forward, towards an actual destination, rather than trying not to be caught staring at your neighbor’s treadmill and thinking about how much faster you’re running and how much more you sweat. I’m sorry, ma’am. I swear I didn’t mean to drip on you.

But today was a day off. The snow was freewheeling and fast-falling. I went into work this morning, and within a couple of hours, the roads were beyond what I wanted to face.

I’m a Southern lady. Snowy roads don’t mix well with me.

Needless to say, I was super anxious all morning.

This lead to some less-than-focused bagel slicing and a cut finger.

It started gushing blood. Seriously. I dripped all over the kitchen. (Don’t worry. I cleaned it all up with bleach. Dexter style.)

I was a goner. I couldn’t take it any more.

After all the anxiety, I came home and had two bowls of soup, some tea, some drawing, and then some wine.

And now…Well, now…I’m feeling fiiiiiiinnneeeee….

I’ve watched three movies so far. Two with Kristin Bell, which were pleasing and satisfied a need in me I forgot existed. (I love Kristin Bell and cannot wait for the Veronica Mars movie. And no, I didn’t donate to the kickstarter project. I’ll donate by going to the movie, thank you very much!)

And now….I’ve scraped the bottom of the barrel. I’m…I’m watching “I Don’t Know How She Does It”, and I subsequently want to vomit up all of the soup and wine I’ve consumed.

THE WORST.

Maybe it’s because I’ve educated myself on equality and gender studies issues…or maybe I just really hate this stupid movie and how easily Sarah Jessica Parker’s character strolls through the Boston Commons from her Beacon Hill apartment sans pajamas (see my facebook status earlier this week for an understanding on that one). Excuse me for one second while I scream.

I know people actually have these lives and do indeed live in those beautiful, beautiful brownstones, but I don’t know them or their wallets. They are ridiculously expensive.

But that’s neither here nor there.

Another reason this movie pisses me off is that while Sarah Jessica Parker’s character does indeed attempt to do it all…kids, career, travel, husband, P.T.A…..she doesn’t seem to succeed or be fulfilled.

This movie only furthers the stereotype that women must stay home with their kids in order to be fulfilled.

It was my mistake to click the little ‘x’ on my playstation controller in the first place. My bad.

But another mistake I’ve made is not recognizing my own personal growth.

I no longer get any joy out of rich people struggling to find the balance in life. Stow your stupid story, Sarah Jessica Parker’s character, I don’t care about your stupid wealthy problems.

I’m turning you off now. As well as crawling into bed and continuing to read a worthwhile story in Frankenstein. (I’ve changed my tune on this novel. More to come on that later.)

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Suck it, SJP. Suck it.

Frankenstein – An Update

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In the effort of sticking with my new year’s resolution, I am here again – blogging as I said I would and updating you on the things I have been reading, watching, and doing…just like I said I would. 

Imagine that. Following through on something….weird. 

Any who, I’m about 80 pages into Frankenstein. I must admit, I thought I would be voraciously devouring each word, yet, I’m struggling. I still find myself yearning to read about my coffee shop mysteries as Dr. Frankenstein cries himself to sleep in his room because of the disaster he has wrought. 

That’s definitely the best way to deal with a problem you created. Pretend it doesn’t exist until it “goes away.” 

That’s not really why I’m having such trouble digging into the novel. I think it’s more about pacing. The language is so descriptive and flowery. I wasn’t expecting the first 40 pages of the novel to be about a man on a ship who picks up Dr. Frankenstein. And maybe therein lies the root of it. Expectation. I have been inundated with the Frankenstein monsters and Young Frankensteins of the silver screen. Is there even really a bride of Frankenstein? Because if so, it will have a whole different meaning now. 

I’m not saying that I dislike Frankenstein. I’m just having trouble becoming immersed in it and lacking that craving to want to be constantly reading it at all times. 

I miss that feeling. I haven’t felt it in a while. The not-being-able-to-put-this-book-down-ever feeling. I haven’t yet found it in between the cover of Frankenstein, but I still have 120 pages to go. 

On another note, I only have one more grad school application left and I have begun training for another marathon. Not sure as to where or when, but the main point is that I have started. 

And sometimes, just like with Frankenstein, those first few pages or steps are the hardest part. 

 

(Sorry for the short post, but I just finished up a 10-hour kitchen shift, and my mind is feeling like a bowl of soggy cereal. The soggiest of cereals. I hate soggy cereal.)

New Year, New Reads

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I took a hiatus from this blog. I was busy wallowing in my sorrows. Then, I decided to run a marathon, so I was busy putting one foot in front of another for 26.2 miles. Then, I got a boyfriend. And well, romance in the real world is much more interesting than putting fingers to the keyboard and typing. Also, I was promoted to manager of a coffee shop. A coffee shop that was under going a great deal of transformation. The last thing you want to do after working a 14-hour day is open your laptop and struggle to be witty and smart and make intelligent sentences strung together to paint a picture about anything.

Also, my motivation was lost. It tripped and rolled down a mountain, and then fell off of a cliff, where it stayed crippled for a couple of years.

2013 has been a good year for change and motivation. I realized I don’t want to be in the food industry at all, much less managing it. This led to the beginning of my grad school search and application process.

This is still ongoing. So far, I’ve applied to one. Three more to go…Bah.

That’s where I am currently. Coffee shop manager, girlfriend to a boy, and runner. Also, a sporadic blogger. And sometimes, I watch things and want to write about them. Specifically TV.

Currently, I’m binge watching season 2 of “Girls”. As in, I’m doing that right now as I type these very words.

This show makes me feel pithy and witty. Maybe it shouldn’t. But also, maybe it should.

Back to the resolutions…blogging is one of them. Doing it on a consistent basis, mainly.

What will I be blogging about, besides the incessant amount of television I watch? New Year’s resolution #2: reading books outside of my comfort zone. My comfort zone has narrowed to coffee shop mysteries and other easy-to-read chick-lit novels.

And that fact makes me want to vomit on myself.

My goal, or resolution rather, is to read one book a month. And the only requirement of this book is that it must be “a book I have to read in my life.” Like Catcher In the Rye or Brave New World. I’m asking my literarily-inclined friends to pitch in ideas.

First up, Mary Shelley’s Frankenstein. I somehow managed to miss being required to read this in my various Language Arts classes over the years and my boyfriend thinks it’s a must. So I’m doing it.

And then I’m going to blog about it.

And you’re going to read it. Maybe.

Aside from blogging and reading, I’m going to be running. I want to run another marathon this year, and with the help of a good friend, I hope to be doing that in 3 to 4 months time.

So here’ to running, reading, writing, and getting into grad school!

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